Complexity - A Poem

I promised you a long measure ago that once I formed the words, I would tell you exactly how I felt

Some judgment of conviction has passed now and those perfect words have not tho been dealt.

There are no words to describe these feelings, they are lots too complex

I realize that I place you in deal control with the words that I utter next.

Desperately seek to seperate and quash the feelings of romance, fighting a fight that seemed to have no end

Convincing myself all over and over that you were simply a friend.

Theres something absolutely magnetic just about you that keeps me going unwillingly on this course

Perhaps I should stop verbalise unwillingly because no choice in behavior is forced.

I practically try to cast these feelings to the recesses of my mind

but they do not wane and only(prenominal) continue to grow over time.

When I am with you, time seemingly stands still,

It hasnt been this way in so long, I approximately forgot how to feel.

Becoming emotionally detached being hurt by those I claimed to have loved

Until you came and in you I put my trust.

Minutes without you seem handle hours, hours like days, days like years

Trying to put the picture of my life together without you brings me to tears.

Everyday dealing with these emotions is a struggle

A daily fight of trying to balance the juggle

So now I find myself in the place

And its the loyalty that I must now face

Knowing now what Ive said to you, I cannot erase.

The need to wonder is no more

Ive let you into my inner core.

Im into you with such intensity

With feelings described simply as complexity.

(c) 2004 D. Thomas

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